Infertility Leaves an indication on Body and Soul

 

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When you live through infertility, it leaves a mark on your soul. It changes you. It doesn’t just affect you emotionally, it affects you physically as well.

I have always been a very active person. I love working out, running marathons, challenging myself. It was very hard for me to give all that up when going through infertility treatments.

My running was my therapy; it relaxed me and gave me time to. Infertility Leaves a Mark on Body and Soul Infertility and, ultimately, pregnancy take a toll on body and soul. Katie O’Connor, founder of Shine, a website to inspire fertility empowerment, shares her story.

Infertility Leaves a Mark on Body and Soul Infertility and, ultimately, pregnancy take a toll on body and soul. Katie O’Connor, founder of Shine, a website to inspire fertility empowerment, shares her story. Infertility Leaves a Mark on Body and Soul Infertility and, ultimately, pregnancy take a toll on body and soul. Katie O’Connor, founder of Shine, a website to inspire fertility empowerment, shares her story.

The energetic body is about vibration. Each of the cells in our body has a certain vibration that is essential to keep us alive. All living things have a vibration and, the more we connect with nature, the more we get in tune with this vibration of Mother Earth, and the easier it is for us to tune into our own body. “There’s also a little bit of evidence that another cause of infertility is endometriosis – it’s more common in some families than others.” body+soul LIVE @ home: Get lean, long and.

As it is leaving one body, it is also simultaneously present in another womb. This occurrence is in concurrence with the moment of the union of the sperm and the egg. When the time comes for the soul to depart from one body, the circumstances and the event at the other end is also taking place the reception of the soul.

When the spirit leaves the body, there is a breaking of the silver cord, as it is called, and thereby all connection between the spirit and the body is severed for all eternity never again can that spirit enter that body, and neither can any other spirit, although, I know, it is claimed by some spiritualists that another spirit may inhabit. But when it leaves the body, the soul finds itself among other spirits, good and bad. Usually it inclines toward those which are more akin to it in spirit, and if while in the body it was under the influence of certain ones, it will remain in dependence upon them when it leaves the body, however unpleasant they may turn out to be upon.

Actual photos of the human soul? Or part of it? I am very uncertain and baffled over this phenomena.

Interview with Dr. Korotkov: https://youtu.be/kVoQfsL6Yc.

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An important point here is that epigenetic marks appear not to be permanent (lifelong) at the time of fertilization.

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This is a sign of cutting off fertility as a conscious choice or as a biological necessity caused by miscarriages or in menopause.

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Then there’s the advice I’ve chafed at since I first heard it during my years-long bout with infertility: Don’t try to change your situation; accept that wherever you are, whatever is happening to you, is God’s will.

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The activation of her fertility in marriage ought to cause a retention of blood (signifying pregnancy); but when the bleeding process normal to manifesting or protecting her fertility is damaged, the opposite—hemorrhage—results.

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Causes of infertility are usually suspected to be spiritual in nature with physical manifestation.

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But when the sperm meets the egg and the fertilised egg goes to the uterus, that lining is needed to protect this egg from bumps and jerks and to provide it with initial nutrition” “So there is no lining to shed…” completed Kiara.

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This, then, is the second step, a doubling and lifting away of the power just denied in the woman: God in changing the body from barren to fertile is not simply changing it from being unpregnant to pregnant but changing it from being “unchangeable” to both changed and pregnant.

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from The Body in Pain: The Making and Unmaking of the World
by Elaine Scarry
Oxford University Press, 1987

Now fertility operates under this burden, having fallen away from God’s blessing.”

“Mystical Languages of Unsaying” by Michael A. Sells
from Mystical Languages of Unsaying
by Michael A. Sells
University of Chicago Press, 1994

If the fertility does not culminate with a physical pregnancy, then it will play itself out in another area of the individual’s life.

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by Ted Andrews
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Although “it wasn’t meant to be” can be a curse to anyone undergoing infertility, it carries with it special sting for those who turned reluctantly and with ethical, moral and religious questions to egg donation.

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Oktay Kutluk

Kutluk Oktay, MD, FACOG is one of the world's foremost experts in fertility preservation as well as ovarian stimulation and in vitro fertilization for infertility treatments. He developed and performed the world's first ovarian transplantation procedures as well as pioneered new ovarian stimulation protocols for embryo and oocyte freezing for breast and endometrial cancer patients.

Mail: [email protected]
Telephone: +1 (877) 492-3666

Biography: https://medicine.yale.edu/profile/kutluk_oktay/
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  • Thank you for sharing �� wishing you all the luck in the world, never give up �� I was recently diagnosed with PCOS after a few years of trying so know how you are feeling, your story will help so many people, infertility isn’t spoken about enough. However you and Peter become parents, you will be amazing. Sending all my love from the UK xxx

  • Don’t worry! Here in Mexico we girls know that trying to have a baby after being under birth control for so long can be hard. Your body just got used to not get pregnant… (If that makes sense). It needs time to snap out of it and start responding the way it’s built to respond. You’re one day going to have lots of baby’s! And they will come in their own time. Blessings!

  • Anna, we don’t have the right to conceive. Pray, keep calm, do your best and wait the God’s will. Human life its not a human choose… It’s a blessing from God.

  • Hi Anna I too have been struggling to get pregnant but it’s been 4 years my husband and I have been TTC I do recommend reading or listening to the book called making babies it is great for anyone In there fertility journey I hope it helps and just know there is a huge community out there that are here to support each other.

  • Hi bonnie thanks for sharing your story! How many times you have done ivf with low amh. Actually I m having same problem with low amh0. 24 my first cycle becomes failure. So kindly help me that how many times you have done ivf.

  • I wish you luck on your ivf journey! We also did 4 iuis and had to move to Ivf and we found success in our first frozen embryo transfer �� am now almost 5 weeks.

  • Hi there bonnie im 33 years old, and i have also low amh and low antral follicle count,��,and also married 2012 of april, its just so devastating our situation now, when u did your ivf hows your fsh is it normal or high?,,,im starting watching your video, maybe it would help me forget some of negativity happening to us…
    Right now we just start to try our first IUI and it doesnt look good…

  • Herbs are very beneficial to resolve infertility naturally without causing any negative impact on health. If you are suffering from this problem use herbs. Planet Ayurveda provides Naari Kalyan Churna, Female Health Support, Shatavari Capsules, and Aloe Vitals Capsules & Kanchnaar Guggul for ayurvedic treatment of female infertility. These products are very useful.

  • I was in the same boat as you. Unexplained infertility, tried for 1 year. After testing, we took letrozole for 3 months and tried naturally, then did 3 IUIs with letrozole, then we decided to do IVF. Did 2 transfers that attached but failed. And then after a medicated abortion due to the failed growth of the FET, I got pregnant naturally!!!! I understand your pain and feelings. Love to you. It’s so hard going through this and I don’t like it when people say: go get drunk, don’t think about it. You can’t not think about it!!!! I know it will happen soon for you. People used to tell me that it will happen, never believed them. But it will. ❤️

  • My gosh this put me in tears. The infertility journey is so terribly exhausting and emotional. I’ve been so angry and felt so alone and I keep asking God why???? I just don’t understand. Thank you for sharing the truth of your story

  • I’m 38 and have low AMH at.14. I have done 3 IUIs and 3 IVFs and each cycle I can only create 1 follicle per cycle. My clinic focuses on older women with low amh and they prefer a natural/mini ivf cycles and I think its working. I am happy with the results so far and the less medications help me to not feel so yucky or stressed. Look into natural/mini ivf if you havent already. I think its a great option. My clinic is lifeivfcenter.com and they have a lot of youtube videos with more info. Hope that helps!

  • You’re a very lucky to a person like Peter by your side through this.
    Not everyone needs children nor deserves to be parents.
    But I know you truly that you and Peter will be great parents.
    Your mind is a powerful tool. Healing in many different ways. Your body is has healed itself true.
    Try not to over think it. It will happen.
    Even in a time of covid. Clear your mind for body.
    You got this!!!!!!!
    Really you do ����

  • I’m over 2 years ttc. No idea why it’s taking so long. Did 6 months of letrozole and still nothing. Idk if it will ever happen, it might not, I’m starting to try to be ok with the unknown and the possibility of a life we didn’t plan on having. I really hope we both get what we desperately want but I also hope that if we don’t get it, we find peace ♥️

  • I continue to pray and believe with you that God will lead you in the path he’s prepared for you. Keep being honest and open and know that you touch so many affected and you are already doing great things for him. ❤️

  • Remember sweetie God sees tomorrow……that baby, that child, he or she, if they come from your body or not, God has chosen for the two of you WILL be there. In God’s time. I know I might not make since today, my thoughts are everywhere. You see my younger son(39) went to live with God Monday, and the place where my heart used to be is just a shadow. Inspite of this my prayers are with you. My prayers are for you to hold that tiny human and think could this really be mine, as I did 39 years ago. So beautiful, so unique, so perfect. My wounds will ease in time. But I wouldn’t have missed one second of it. All the joy and now all the pain. Just know my prayers are with you.

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  • When we decided for one more baby with my spouse, we went for this guide After altering my dietary and following the plan for three months, I learned that I would end up being a mother. Although I am older, I was still able to change my lifestyle making use of this method. Get more info about this excellent guide on Google. The name is Sofia Goρazna
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  • Me and my husband struggled too, for about a yr. I know people struggle longer. But I was sooo stressed, and I found acupuncture helped me alot I did it for a month. We got pregnant the next month. I literally slowed my running, and stress and focused on meditation and acupuncture. It worked for us

  • Thank you so much for sharing! I’m so glad to know I’m not the only one who’s had a yelling match with God a time or 2 over this journey. I hope you get your baby! Prayers, love, and of course baby dust!

  • This brought tears to my eyes… I understand in a small way as I struggled with secondary infertility for over 2 1/2 years and a miscarriage. It is so painful. But you said it so well. God’s plan is perfect and He is so good, through it all. I pray you are blessed with a miracle baby, and that God would continue to show you more of His loving heart. You bring Him glory with your amazing testimony! ❤

  • Great!!! you made a Dad from the Gold Coast QLD, AU cry…. My wife and I went through the trials of infertility and IVF, we were fortunate to have the money to do so. We had a wonderful blessing of a daughter but my wife wanted another and THAT was the rollercoaster. Throughout our faith in God grew and we recognised when to call time on having another. God knew,…. our daughter has severe ADHD bordering on Autism, so he wanted us to concentrate on making her the best she can be…. So know that God has a plan for you two, in time that will be revealed. May God continue to give you strength for the next journey….. may God bless you,,,,, Mark @Happy Hoppe

  • I am so thankful for you sharing your story. It’s you all who make me hope more in the Lord for our breakthrough.
    My husband and I are still trying. It’s been 13yrs ttc. Two ivf and miscarriage in both tries. No embryos left so we have to do it all over again. Infertility sucks.
    But God will do it for us. He will do it for you and your wonderful husband. He’s amazing. Keep trusting.

  • Thanks for sharing your story �� I just found you. My husband and me are struggling with infertility since years. We are trying to have our first baby. We found many fertility centres through http://www.ivfinmexico.com. We are contacting same clinics! I will keep you in my prayers.

  • I was told my sperm was drunk and swam in circles and that we should consider adoption. As a strong young man it was pretty tough to hear. People trying to be helpful gave us all sorts of advice like I should wear boxer shorts, or change my diet, etc. To make a long story short….. we have 4 children and 2 grandchildren. The secret was we just gave up and lived as man and wife. Mother nature finally took her course.

    I wish you all the best! Hang in there. Children are the greatest.

  • It is so true that knowing you are not alone helps. It took us 6 years. We had a miscarriage 3 years into our journey. It would’ve been twins. At year five we went for fertility treatment. We did 5 IUI treatments. The 3rd one resulted in another miscarriage. Our 5th IUI was the successful one that brought us our daughter. If that IUI had not been successful IVF was our next step. God is so good!!! During those 6 years I tried so hard not to let the thoughts creep in wondering if God just didn’t have being a mom in His plans for me. I’d even accepted it and found ways to be positive about it. The Mother’s Day before I found out I was pregnant was rough for me. I sat in church trying to not burst into tears. One week later I found out that I was pregnant and had actually been pregnant as I sat in church fighting back the tears. My daughter is 1 year old and I’ve been blessed with 2 wonderful Mother’s Days with her since. There is no doubt in my mind that she is a miracle.

    You are not alone and we are here for you! I’ll be praying for you both!

  • I know exactly how you feel. We are on IVF round 2. Unexplained is the worst type of infertility. Hope you get your baby dust soon.

  • I faced a lot of emotionally difficult times. After researching numerous infertility clinics and countries, Ukraine was recommended to us by a family friend, and we would highly recommend traveling directly to Kiev anyone who is experiencing infertility. During the initial consultation, the doctor spent a lot of time explaining the entire IUI and IVF process. He listened to our questions and his answers were comprehensible, which was relieving when the process can be so overwhelming. From the very beginning, the clinic had a very positive attitude and lifted our spirits when we didn’t get the results we wanted. Staff communicates through email, too, making it very convenient to get answers quickly. We were able to develop a personal doctor/patient relationship. Although we experienced three failed IUI attempts, we always felt hopeful and supported by everyone who helped us in the office. It was comforting to know that our doctor was always conscious of doing things in the safest way possible-the right way. With professionalism and experience, and expertise, we became pregnant after only one round of IVF. I have no doubt that they are one of the very best in his field.

  • Today was my first day of acupuncture treatment as I’ve been trying to conceive for the past 4 years with no success. My case is premature manapuase. Thank you for sharing ����

  • Hi5 I’m infertile too!! It is unfair how so many people can go ahead and get pregnant like it’s no problem while me a healthy, person cannot. I feel so guilty and sad for my husband. We were 8 months Ttc and I got pregnant but had a misscarriage at month 2. I truly believe now that I won’t be able to reproduce

  • This has made me bawl. I am going through this journey with you. I have been TTCing for 2 years, and it is incredibly hard. I pray for you daily that your blessing comes soon.. Lots of love to you sweetie..

  • I know how you feel. Going on to 10 years and still trying to have a baby. It is very frustrating and discouraging. The desire to be mom is so strong, but my body is working against me.

  • I have just come across your videos and really admire your bravery to share your journey so far. I will share our journey to parenthood ( a short version) as an encouragement to you both. I was diagnosed with PCOS when I was 23 yrs old ( currently 54) and so began our 15 year journey to become a family. We spent 10 years on fertility drugs and losing 5 of our babies, I was forever clinging onto every shred of faith I could grasp onto, going through every emotion you describe in this video. Doctors told us too give up as I had had 2 ectopic pregnancies and had almost died in my pursuit of a baby. Eventually I felt ready to give up on trying to conceive and carry a child and we began the intercountry adoption process ( we live in Australia and there are very few local adoptions here) we were eventually matched with a beautiful baby girl and we began the paperwork to bring her home, however due to some corruption in her birth country adoptions were put on hold and eventually after fighting in the supreme court of her country for 3 years we lost her. We then began the process again and to cut a long story short in December 2004 we flew to India and met our baby girl. We spent Christmas there and came home with her in January 2005. People often asked me and still do how I held on for so long, how we were so strong.. this is where God carried us. He was the little flickering light in our very dark world BUT He was always there how ever small we thought that light was. We had to dig very deep to hold on to God and believe in his promises. Today we have an amazing 17 yr old who is a true trophy of Gods Grace, a 15 year fight to have a child has made the victory all the more sweeter. She truly was a match for our family made in Heaven. I know how lonely this journey can feel sometimes but as long as you have Jesus you will never be alone, He will never leave you or forsake you and one day you will be sharing a testimony that will encourage others and glorify His name. Blessings to you both x

  • I am so grateful for infertility. I never thought I would type those words! It’s been over ten years since we first started to try and get pregnant. I’ve still never been pregnant. But as I type this my daughter is running around the house playing, laughing. I wouldn’t know her if it wasn’t for infertility. We have fostered five amazing kids and we are in the process of adoption. I look back at the heartache and pain and I am so glad for it. It sucked! But I am stronger for it. I’ve learned to trust God more and I am so grateful for my marriage. Thank you for sharing! Praying for you today. ��

  • This is the first time that I leave a comment for this kind of topics ( I have watched ��) I just passed this video and click to watch it as these days I’m doing so. I have to say I really felt your pain and really like your personality. Btw your story is very similar to mine.

  • Ladies, PLEASE DO NOT GO ON BIRTH CONTROL! Women have lived without this hormone-changing drug for thousands of years. Please do not fall for Dr’s telling you at early age to go on it because it will “help with acne” or “regulate your period”. It’s not worth going on this drug for over a decade just so you can have unprotected sex…

    1)Have children EARLY(18-20s). Do not fall for the lie that women can get pregnant into their 40s. While there are SOME cases of women getting pregnant in thier 30s and even 40, the vast majority had to go through months or YEARS of treatment, sometimes costings thousands of dollars

    2)STOP taking birth control. This one should be obvious. While it is great people are becoming more health conscious these days, BC has gone under the radar in things to cut out to become healthier. Think of it, BC messes up with womens hormones & scientist still do not know the long term repercussions of being on a hormone altering drug for decades. Women have lived without it since the dawn of man. DO NOT GO ON IT!

    Hope this is helpful.

  • Thank you for sharing. You have truly been blessed with such insight and love and experiences and the children you will have will be so fortunate to have you both as parents

  • Anna, just happened to see this video on YouTube. Look up Fertility Awareness Method by Toni Weschler (it’s a book). Get a BBT thermometer (basal body temperature thermometer) and track your temperatures using the app Kindara. You want to monitor cervical fluid too and chart that as well. It will help you determine when ovulation will likely happen and if you have a rise in temperature it confirms ovulation. So you want to BD (baby dance) right before. Praying you get your baby soon!!

  • Me and my husband have been married for 7 years and we have been trying to have a baby I can’t afford any fertility and my whole life all I wanted to be a mother I suffer from blood which sucks I’m anemic and I have seizures sometimes so we only living on one income which is my husband’s I have file for disability five times and got but I have six different doctors that I’ve written note saying I physically cannot work so if there’s a way you guys can inspire me or give me some kind of help it would be is infertility I have had four miscarriages at 1 tubal pregnancy but I just want to hold my baby and watch it grow upall I see is all my friends getting pregnant and having babies and I keep telling myself why is that not me

  • My husband and I have been TTC for 5 years. He’s a cancer survivor and is rendered infertile due to surgeries he has had. We are now in the process of IVF. Infertility is definitely not sexy LOL. Especially when you have to have assisted fertility treatment. Wishing you all the best <3

  • I’ve been struggling with infertility for 3 years with no answers. We tried to do treatments but the constant failures every 28 days was absolutely crushing and truly broke me, I was a shell of the person I had been prior to ttc. I’m still healing from that trauma. This journey is SO HARD and is just not fair. We are currently on waiting lists to adopt. I’m so sorry you’re also suffering from the cruelty of infertility, but you’re certainly not alone ❤

  • Girl! Just saw your announcement and came back to watch again! Congratulations!!! �� �� �� �� I too experienced infertility for about 7 years. I never really wanted to be a mom for that entire time, but my husband and I are a great team, he’ll be an amazing father and now that I’m older (31), I just decided to get my levels checked specifically progesterone with an internist. Turns out little to no progesterone. Apparently I could be having miscarriages every month and not know it �� So I took progesterone. 3 months later pregnant!! ���� Baby girl is 8 months old now and she is the best little thang that has ever happened to me! I love being a mom and I love that I decided to go through this journey to get to her. Congratulations on your journey and I wish you all the best in your pregnancy and delivery!! That little one will change your life I can’t wait to see how!! Just throwing out some advice get in a mom/baby/pregnancy forum and invest in a snuggleme organic! ��

  • Aww man… that is scaring me because i have the same symptoms as you and i too was told my uterus is perfect and i have a lot of eggs… i be been TTC for over a year �� i take vitex to get my progesterone levels up… waiting for my guy’s tests to come back… but he already has a son so i guess that should be ok… unexplained fertility… omg… i hope not. I too thought it would be a breeze because my mom had 5 kids no problem at all ��

  • What a powerful sharing! I’m in tears empathizing with your pain. My years of secondary infertility give me a brief window into your trial. I pray that you are shown the solution God has in mind for you…whatever it is and in whatever timing He has planned. Joy cometh in the morning!

  • I am praying for you.

    I am also willing to donate to any fertility treatment you are going through, whether that be ivf or homeopathic therapy. I am sure many people feel this way.

  • Thank you for sharing ♥️ This spoke to my heart. We have been struggling through secondary infertility for a little over 3 years now and it’s the hardest thing we have ever walked through but God is always with us and never leaves our side. He is so good. I love your vulnerability and openness in sharing your story.

  • Thank you so much for sharing your journey. This year is our 6th year of trying too. Just this morning I decided to surrender to The Almighty Father as I prayed with my husband. It is the toughest prayer I have ever said to be honest but I am Relieved. I am tired of carrying it all myself so I just surrender to His Will. I pray with you and your husband, whatever you decide in future, your marriage will continue to grow stronger and blessings shall fill your home.

  • Don’t lose hope God hear you. Just like he hear me. I am 31 now and still have no children. I cry and pray often. You are not alone!

  • I so wish you and your family the best. You’re obviously lovely people and will make wonderful parents in whatever form that takes.

  • Remember that you ARE LOVED and especially more so by the Only One that really matters in life! Thanks for sharing your story that will also encourage others in their journey! Continuing to keep you two before our Father!!! Love ‘n’ hugs from Colorado Springs!

  • I comment on every post. You know we’re here for you. Your EVERYTHING and always remember your not alone either. I ❤ your channel so much. It’s going to happen. Keep putting God first and doing everything your doing it’s going to happen. HUGS